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Just You

2010-08-23T08:26:00.002+08:00

There's been some hard times for both of us,

But we know we will supporting each other,

So, we stand till the very last minutes,

Just for the one who is waiting behind.

There's been some unforgettable moments for both of us,

Whether it is sweet, bitter, sour, or spicy,

Every seconds make us get the chance to being better,

Just for the one who will cry in the midnight.

There's been some reasons for everything between us,

Other might not understand,

But I sure you will be the one who knew the facts,

So, clear your uncertainties, and,

To believe that -- I Love You.

Believe me, with the true heart,

You are just the one for me..

3 Years and Still Counting

2010-08-22T22:02:00.003+08:00

I still remember in RO, how we started,
I still remember the first time you hold my hand,
The first time you hug me,
The first time you give me a kiss.

I still remember the three months of pain because of NS,
The times we argue for reasons I forgot dy,
The times we cry at midnight through the phone (because of my childishness and stupidity, SRY~)

After three years,
Quite a long time,
But everything are still vivid in my memories...
These three years,
We've grown up,
From innocent highschool kids till now,
We no longer demand stuffs from each other,
We learned the importance of "space" and "time",
Although I'm not the best girl,
But I'll try my best to be your best^^
I learned a lot of stuff from you,
Life lessons, maturity,
And helped me reduce my stubbornness a lot dy^^

Hope our love continues til eternity^^

~Panda~

3rd Anniversary

2010-08-16T00:32:00.002+08:00

Finally, the day had come. XD

Had a very happy outing today^^ Hope panda like the present(s)^^

Haha.. Told ya, the present will "enchained" both you and me de^^ Now you know what I mean to you. Now you can't escape de lah.. ^^

At this day, I hope our relation will be eternity.. Now only I noticed, when I writing this, today is the Valentines' Day for Chinese in Luna Calender. Such a coincident, isn't it^^

Muackz~ I Love You. And wish "Our Love Without Regret"~

-Bear-

14th August

2010-08-14T09:01:00.002+08:00

Today is the day~ But too bad we cant celebrate today.

Ahh~~ Gomen~~

Tomorrow, tomorrow we celebrate k?

It's the day~ And I'm happy till not free to bother anything that is happening around me~

Cant wait to see you~

I miss you, panda~

I Love You, and I always did~

~Bear~

(something wrong with the wire inside the brain)

Arigatou^^

2010-07-25T01:49:00.002+08:00

I am glad you came back for me that rainy day...

When I sat in the car and got your message, the radio was playing "Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely"
My heart aches.. T.T

When I saw u opposite the street, I couldn't believe myself...

I sometimes wonder is it my problem that I do not believe you will do such things for me...
I had doubted your feelings for me before, when we started to chat lesser and lesser, like there is no topic left between us...
The emptiness and heartaches filled me in the night when those days we just messaged each other a "I'm home" and "Night"

Yet...
When I suddenly realised we had not argued on anything for more than... half a year? (I think)
When I suddenly realised you talk more than before...
I realised that we... are getting somewhere~

Hope this goes on longer^^
I'm an open-minded girl, chat anything^^
I will never leave you just because... you.... like Jacob^^
Muack!

Thanks for doing so much for me all along these 3 years^^
I love you^^

Memory of Chatting

2010-07-13T12:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a great day of chatting, I talked lots more than I thought I will.. But i's a good thing. A good sign that prove me not let forgot the ability to talk to you.

Yes, I know I did remain silent for sometimes. And it's my bad to let you feel unsafe and uncertain when being with me.. But now, I'm trying to talk more, more than last time I'll try..

Yup, I did have a great feeling when sharing all my ideas with you, but because I'm lack of informations, unlike you keep on improving yourself, I sometime feel kinda shame.. But what to do as my attitude is like that? I can't help it~ but after yesterday, I notice I'm not not capable to do things, just I lazy to use my brain to think of solution, and is lazy to do the things.

Haha.. It look like I'm such a lazy boy, didn't I? But in fact, I am.. HAHA^^

So just forgive me of being so lazy bah. And I really miss chatting with you.. Miss the time during the trip, when we chat, and you slept beside me just like a little charming girl.. Wish I hav the chance to chat with you again and let you fall asleep within my hug. Nothing else, but just to feel you resting on my arm or chest.

-Bear-

Laugh and Love

2010-05-05T01:42:00.003+08:00

Yup, 2 years... the 3rd this year^^
It's been almost 3 years, and I'm glad that we are still walking together^^
Though there are minor and major arguments and obstacles during these years,
we are still holding on together~
(btw, I forgot the reasons of most of those arguments, haha XD)

I'm lucky to have you
Though you say you are not as good as others
I think you are the best in my heart^^

Set aside those material stuff, those are not important.
Important is...
I'm happy with you and you are happy with me^^

-Panda-

Miss Something

2010-04-27T13:53:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feel like wan to drink a cup of chilled Chocolate Milk..

Or.. Maybe I just wan something sweet..

Or.. What I wan is you..

Haha^^

I miss the touch of yours^^

~Bear~

Moving Together

2010-04-24T14:51:00.003+08:00

Hey.. dear..

How long ago when we just walking in the shopping mall holding each other hands?
I know you injured your finger last time, I know it's allergic, but don't you hide it away from me.. I won't mind it, as what I love is you, the true you, not the skin of yours..

How long is our relationship le? Got 2 years le mah? Or more than that.. I'm always so forgetful.. I'm sorry if I missed some celebration with you.. But this doesn't mean that I love you no more..
I Love You..

How? I miss you a.. Some warmth in my soul and body wan to share with you..
I know, we can't over our line yet as we both not prepared for it..
I know, so I wish, you can walk and moving forward with me..

Moving toward future, hand on hand..

Hey...

2010-03-04T00:46:00.000+08:00

My dear...

-Panda-

Closer • Further

2010-01-27T17:18:00.002+08:00

Path of Life is nothing but just a drama to be played..

When you gonna walk alone on it, you will felt darkness all along the road..

But when you aren't walk alone, you will afraid darkness grab away you light..

Nothing we can do, but just believe whatever we believe..

Maybe soon, maybe late,

But there always the time for everything to shines..

Believe in things that you trusted,

Trust the things that you believed,

Then no darkness will cover you.

Further in distance, closer in the heart..

Closer the distance, further the darkness..

Slow down my time

2010-01-22T22:33:00.001+08:00

I will change for you...

But...

Give me some time...

My biological clock is faster than normal people...
So bear with me a little longer...
I'll slow down my clock...

For you...

-Panda-

Silence • Distance

2010-01-15T17:01:00.002+08:00

Remember the time we used to be a kid that love animations, drawings, and games? At that time, all our worries seem to be very tiny when we left the shelter of knowledge. Those years working in this world(but it seem to me, it's still a larger world outside), I think there is much more think to be worried compared to those "unreal" worries..

(sigh) Actually I dunno what am I typing, but since I started to write, then I shall continue..

Ya.. Maybe I'm not a good guy for everything, both education and economy, not yet add on my bad emotion control ability and bad attitude,(I'm nothing like others) but at least, I know what am I doing and what I want..

I know, somethings, sometime aren't within our control, but, believe me..

I know you always do believe in me, so, when I become silent, mind to get closer to me? I wish, when I felt myself had been abandoned by everyone, at least you are with me..even just hold me hands..

I owned you many many, yes I know, and no need others to let me know.. All I want, is just to be with you..until the end of everything..

For what I did that hurt you..

I apologize..

But for the one that I care..

I love you..

I'll always remember the time when we started to be together..

~Bear~

Love

2009-09-28T21:32:00.004+08:00

Continuation of Bear's thoughts on the post before, using Panda's thoughts:

Love.
What is love?

Nobody knows the absolute answer 'cause every individual have different perceptions...

But one thing for sure that must exist in "love" is...

Accepting others...

You accept others, therefore you love them for who they are.
You love them, therefore you accept their strengths and weaknesses.
You will respect them, like how you respect yourself.

Yet...
If one partner is not willing to wait or accept another partner's behavior and status or any other things..
That...
Is not love..

"Love" is nothing that can be fooled around, it is a promise to another person.
Be very sure before you say "love"...
If not, others will get hurt...
Because others might be more vulnerable than you...

When you do not have that "love" anymore, don't say you still "love", be honest...

-Panda-

Love is NOT a game

2009-09-28T01:37:00.001+08:00

Just few days ago, I saw my old pal on facebook.. I knew he is on a relationship, but what i saw on his posts--he separate with his gf dy.. Flashing back to their pictures in the album, they should b fine for each other n very happy during those moments de, but what the hell is going on until they wan to break out?? The answer..nobody will know n understand except them 2..

Love, izzit just a game for teenagers nowadays? Love already lost its values?

Love, should b a promise to both partners.. Love is a bond of 2 unique ppls n it connected both of them.. We cant just denied the existence of love, no 1 of us can do that for the 1 he/she truly loved..
Say let go then just let go like that; say forget then forget like that; n more hurt de is..he/she say I'm still loving u at the last sentence..

Man.. Too much of romantic stories.. Nothing will happen so perfectly as u wished it suppose to b happening.. If u really love a person, breaking the bond r a Doom for u, ur heart will b bleeding unstoppably, n u can feel that u're being harmed like u walk into bushes of thorns nakedly.. N more hurt, all the happy moments u all went b4 will flashed in ur head n it's very torturing, until ur emotion blacked out.. Whoever said break is not hurt at all means he/she had no more feeling bout Love, pity them.. Love hurts in process, n pain when end..

Love, is a game? U wasted ur time to try to love another person..but u end up killing all the feelings u had when being with him? Worth?

Love is a game..?

-BearBear-

Be with me ; Be with you

2009-09-10T23:48:00.003+08:00

When the night falls,
when the wind blows,
when the stars shine,
when the silent show.

There will be 2 shadows,

sitting side by side together,
listen to the music of the winged spirit,
and dance out the waltz of love.

Followed the sound of wind,
there are their promise,
"I'll hold your hand and be with you..
till eternity.."

~R.P of BearBear~

Hold my hand?

2009-09-10T20:50:00.003+08:00

Hope you love adventures...

'cause I'll take your hand and bring you

to adventures in the future^^

Care to join me to explore this world?^^

Random post by Panda

要,还是不要?

2009-03-04T17:09:00.008+08:00

当爱来临时，你会要，还是不要？
有了爱的时候，你会要有很多个爱，还是把全部爱放给一个人？
你会要在人海茫茫中一直不停的换爱来寻找最适合自己的，还是开大眼睛来找一个人，并永远的在他身边，接受他的缺点？
你要好像买一个专辑来只是听一首你最爱听的歌，还是只去找那一首你最爱的歌？
你能容忍自己去拥有很多爱，但你能任你的任何一个爱都拥有他们自己的许多爱吗？
你会要你自己先变心，还是愿意你的另一半先变心？
当有了爱，你会要你的爱改变他原有的性格来符合你，还是让他自己领悟自己的缺点，让他选泽要改还是不要？

爱，是一场赌注。
有得，必有失。
每一个选择都有它的风险，只能看自己当时有没有足够的胆量和理智来选择最好的决定。

嘿嘿。。。
真金不怕红炉火！
Bear bear, 感谢有你和我走过风风雨雨！^^

我愿意!^^

~Panda~

你愿意吗？

2009-03-03T00:38:00.005+08:00

最近正埋头苦读着一系列的科幻小说，并不可自拔的迷上了它。关于该小说的东西我不会多说，但是为了一位为你付出了、牺牲了很多的人，你会尽全力地在最后一刻、面对生死的一瞬间，放弃自身的理智、性命帮他/她抵挡着一切吗？

爱情，并不是一场游戏；也不是炫耀的物品。爱情，是两人的真心的交流；是上天给予人们的异性缘分。只有坦诚相对，互相信任，才能使爱情存温。爱一个人，需要表现，但同时也不需要证明。行动是信心的表现，温柔是关心的表现。刚强的男人，得懂得在适当的时候给与温柔的体谅，因为女人要的不只是强壮的臂弯，更需要只有他能给与她的温暖。柔弱的女人，更需要在适当的时候给与有力的支持，温柔的加油声是男人们努力发奋的强力推动力，一味的重复“不知道、随便”并不在使惯用词了。

爱情，并不是一个人的。两人必须相互给与、信任、坦白才可以使爱情常温。爱情，是两人的全世界，但却不是世界的全部。

很多人想拥有爱情，都只是想要享有爱情的一部分——激情。因为一时的欲望，而作了一个错误的决定，并断送了两人的一生。因为爱，所以给？因为爱，所以要？因为爱，所以他害了她。但他们不知道，这不是爱，而是兽性的欲望。这样，值得吗？你，愿意吗?

如果，你们有一人将会死去，你认为谁会先死呢？你的答案是不是自己呢？在想想吧。

你愿意先死、还是后死？

先死，你的另一半会孤孤单单的活下去；后死，你将痛苦、悲哀的活一辈子。。面对这样的抉择，人们会选择一起死，但还是有先后之分的，虽然只是短短的几秒吧。。而且，这只是逃避。。

爱情，开始时是浪漫的、渐渐的，它变得复杂、最后，它会是唯一的回忆。

为了爱，你愿意付出一切吗？

你愿意吗？

~BearBear~

1 year le

2009-02-09T21:54:00.007+08:00

Yohoho~ long time didnt edit any of my blog le, dont assume i'm dead k? XD

Btw, there's been another year passed by le.. Taste of being older r kinda weird when more n more ppl treat u as their elder.. T.T but anyway, folo the ages, ourselves oso growing day by day, year by year, no matter in mind, strength, soul n others.. Yet, somethings r left unchanged n unforgettable..

Ya..miss those memories during school times.. Laughter, tears, cheers, teamwork all r the best u can achieved during those times.. Sharing strategies of beating a game boss, sharing ideas of the games u created n enjoy it, sharing the thoughts to complete a project, well most of all, sharing of the school days together n make every single, plain day become interesting n wonderful..
Things tat passed, times tat passed will never ever b forgot unless u wish to forgot it..

The day tat u left n flied to other part of the country.. The days b4 tat we hold our hands.. The day tat we crowded by classmate coz of the drawing.. The day tat we say to each other i love u..
those moments.. will b placed within my heart n kept safely n it'll b a part of mine which make me complete as the 1 tat u love.. For the rest of my life, i wish u will walk with me till the end of us..
With the oath of the ring n the necklace, i promised u, n i swear it again.. I LOVE U

2009, this year, is a new year, is the path tat still remain as a mystery n we r discovering it steps by steps, thus, wish all of u all the best in no matter wat ya doing.. May the force b with u..

~BearBear~

Drowning

2008-12-23T20:15:00.002+08:00

Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you got the power
To make me weak inside
"Boy" (I change lyrics.. =P) you leave me breathless
But it's okay 'cause
You are my survival
Now hear me say
I can't imagine life
Without your love
Even forever don't seem
Like long enough

'Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

-Panda-

路

2008-12-14T01:12:00.004+08:00

每个人，每一个选择，都有可能对他往后的道路有多多少少的影响。但身边的每个人，每个地方，都有可能让他有多几次的选择。如果第一个选择不是你要的，你还是有一次或几次的重新选择的机会，但是，呆在原地还是迈开脚步踏进另一条道路还是得好好想一想哦。

我的道路，又一次面对分岔路了。。。

我的选择，我会离开。。但不知道会使我更好过还是跌进谷底，但为了我们的未来，我会离开，不再回去了。。我要好好的发奋了。。不能再让你为我的工事而心烦、流泪了。。

路，我选了；路，我踏上了；路，我再一次迈开旅程了。。

不一样的地方，不一样的人，不一样的事情；但是，一样的心情，一样的热衷，一样的目的。。

有你相伴的路上，我不会孤孤单单的。。

~BearBear~

路弯弯

2008-12-13T18:16:00.003+08:00

路是你自己的，要跟着自己的感觉走哦！

无论别人怎么说，怎么把自己的兴趣当成你必须做的事，别忘了自己心里想要的事。

坐下来，听一听你的心想说的话，因为只有你才能知道你最要的是什么。

无论你选择什么，我也会陪你，支持你，等待你。。。

Panda

振作

2008-12-03T00:37:00.004+08:00

人海茫茫，人生路漫漫长长，如果不能坚强，就无法在这人生中站稳脚步。我虽然不是站得很稳，但至少在我的人生中有一件事可以让我一生无悔——认识到你，和你发展，踏出种种的第一次，也感谢你在漫长的一生中，肯陪我漫步岁月。为了我们的将来，我会好好的振作的，我会加油的。也只有振作，我才可能更踏实的奋斗。

你要等我哦，要陪我哦，不要离开我。。

我爱你，我会永远爱你，我许诺你永恒。。

为了爱，我无惧一切；为了爱，我不惜所有；只为了爱，我找到我人生的彩色天堂。

~BearBear~

坚强

2008-12-02T20:28:00.004+08:00

能够慢慢好转，我放心了^^
毕竟，人生只有一次（因为我不信投胎。。。 XP)，当然要好好的活下去嘛^^
加油加油！你一定可以成功的^^
克服自己的心魔，等于克服了人生中最大的困难!
我永远等着你。别气馁！我的BearBear很强的！

最近天气不好，要好好照顾身体，不要太“早”睡喔^^

~Panda~

悲观

2008-11-29T13:35:00.003+08:00

前天，你仍然那么开心地跟我谈天，让我以为你终于做到了乐观的思想。
没想到。。。
看了之前的帖子后，不禁让我消沉下来了。
我明白忘记痛苦是不容易，但为什么要用消极的思想来折磨自己呢？
为什么要将自己隐藏起来呢？

有时候，别过渡担心，路虽然茫然，但天无绝人之路，开心地面对烦恼，要伤心，也别伤心太久，沉浸在悲观的地域里，是不能让自己振作起来的。

祝福你能以真正的坚强之心面对生活之路，别再为自己找借口了。
我知道你一定可以的。
不管多久，我也在等你。
别再欺骗我，将自己藏起来。

不想多说了，毕竟有些话时只有我们之间才能知道。
最后，送上一句：船到桥头自然直

~Panda~

心痛的雨夜

2008-11-28T00:53:00.009+08:00

今天的雨下了很久，对你们来说可能只是几个小时，但对我来说，它下了很久很久......

我和宝贝已经差不多一个月没见过面了，这是她从NS回来后，我们第一次没见面多过两个星期，思念着一个人的心情，很难受……很痛苦啊！！

你可能会问，想念对方不是找个时间见面的么？那我问回你，如果一个人住在天，一个住在地，你认为要见个面是一件很容易的事吗？

不知你们有没有试过突然在半夜里惊醒然后感到好像失去了什么似的呢？在分离的这个月里，我曾在下完雨后的冰冷夜里惊醒了，醒来时，好像觉得，宝贝离我越来越远了……不是我自卑，只是多多少少有点担心，我很怕我的噩梦会成正，你可以说我杞人忧天，但是，如果你的情况和我一样，你或多或少还是会像我一样的......

TO MY DEAR,

我答应过你，我不会离开你的，永远不会，我爱你，只爱你，直到永远，不要，千万不要丢下我一个人，失去你的我，我会很痛苦的……

(My emotion today was not so good n can say kinda down,coz of some private reasons,I'm being kinda emo those few days,all thinking in mind almost 90% is negative thinking,pls forgive me if my words might hurt u guys.. Sry dear.. I promised u tat i will forgot all those stupid n useless stress de, but i didn't make it but pretended i forgot them when chatting with u, sry.. Pls forgive me.. It's not easy for me to forget something tat already marked inside my mind n heart,no matter is happy or sad or angry or down,i juz cant forget it like cleaning the words on the blackboard.. I hope dear understand.. But no matter how, time will make me forget it,i will forget those nonsense asap..)

~BearBear~

Time to stop by

2008-11-25T04:13:00.006+08:00

Haha.. nothing to n left my blog so long dy..look like i kinda lazy to write so dragged my dear n reopen a combination blog which only wrote down our stories in our life, although long time didn't c doesn't mean can't c, so we stay strong n wait for the next chance to meet with each other, not only2 of us, but all of u, together we can walk till the end of the world if we all believe..

No matter how hard, no matter how long, I'll wait for u n wait for the times to come..

I love u my dear panda, sleep well oh~ muackz~

Then.. you guys, serve urself bah, treat this as ur house~ lol

XD

Lastly, again i say this ( @_@ ),
Welcome to The Chocolate Milk Bar, a place where our love stories marked down as the story book for u guyz to read when listening to the musicz recorded n enjoying a cup of hot or cold Chocolate Milk.

~BearBear~

第一章！

2008-11-25T03:24:00.005+08:00

现在是凌晨三点钟，睡不着眼睛有点痛。。。
哈哈哈！乱作出来的！^^

我们太想念Digimon，玩玩下合体。。。 Oh!我想歪了。。。
Stop!是合体Blog啦。。。不要像我酱咸色啦。。。嘿嘿！

第一章出炉了！以后我们会把我们的故事，或我们的废话，统统写在这边！
个人的Blog仍然保留，那是写自己的故事的。这是我们的故事。^^

结束咯！哈哈，这里的歌很好听。。。^^

~Panda~